Monday, February 20, 2012

who am i

I am not the best but i am also not the worst. i have no expectations as to why i am doing this or if i am doing it write.i guess the point is is for me to write how i am feeling with out getting yell at or making someone feel bad.i haven't done anything in my life that is worth telling other than the bad i guess;so here is the bad:been abuse, violated,dumped, lived in a shelter, and ran away. so i am starting over and i need help but i really don't know how.i would like to think that i am smart. so its 2/20 i will try to write every day , i have a few goals . 
1.go to college
2.lose weight
3.be out going
4.be free
5.get better at darts
6. to have more goals
My goals are not that big .  i am five ft. 3 in and weight 170 pounds(eeek!) i am under 25 years of age yeah i know just a baby .i am in a new relationship and i love it but i question if he loves it too.i am random i rumble on and on and on i wish i was a doctor that's my secret goal but i wish i had a family which is wrong giving the fact that  i don't know where i am going. some how i feel better already....we all need friends but ppl who are socially handicap need a little loving 2. so here is to a year of nonsenses writing and run on sentences .


xoxo


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